It was kinda silly to get alone with another guy and just enjoy the thrill of exposing your cock to him, drink in the sight of his hard cock too and then shamelessly take turns hodling, folding and finally sucking that guy's hard, beautilf cock. But by the next morning 3-5 of your other friends - who you did the same things with in private - would be talking and saying, :Hey, did you hear that Jason and Mark spent yesterday sucking each others' cocks. While we acted like what we did with some guy was a big sexual secret, when they sucked each the other and where they did it. we all knew who sucked who and loved chattering about it.. even knowing that it wouldn't be long before those sucking cock talked about the rest of us who sucked cock too.
My first cock expereinces were with my cousin too, I still remember (vividly) that landmark moment when I found my face only mere inches from his hard, boyish cock. I thought I wanted to take it into my mouth and his sligjtly twitching, bobbing cock told me he was hoping to be sucked.... So there I was, at that milestone Moment Of Truth moments..... Do I dare open my mouth and have him see his cock disappearing into my mouth or do I chicken out like some sexual pussy? Then the truth of the moment struck me and I did indeed open my mouth and welcome my cousin's hard, youthful cock. i am sooo glad I did!
I was even younger my first time. But, like you I go back to that amazingly erotic, utterly thrilling first time cock experience and wish I oculd relive it all again.